Wow Wow Wow

Dolly day @ coffee bean...Study OBC...Headache headache headache...Don't understand...Ask Ivan teach me tmr...Then Pris msg ask me go her hse & bake cookies tmr...I wanna go...But got projects...Then went village shop..But so sad, bought nothing...Chatted a while at Tiong Mac...I so sad, Dolly so happy...OK! But have to be happy for Dolly!!! GD LUCK TO U!!! =D

3 CHEERS

Lunch with Bali khakis at mebgabytes. Bumped into Ziyong. Had cha shao-less wanton noodle...Im so happy today...Bought Zai Shen Yuan [Eternal Happiness] vcd...Mama paid for that...That is a really nice + romantic HK serial...So damn touching...

3 cheers for my BF above!!!

I Love Jogging

Went jogging with Dolly. Usual route...But we took longer time than usual. Cos we talk too much while jogging? HaHa...Oh ya...We almost get knock down by a taxi at Tiong Bahru...Lucky I didnt get hit, later I become crippled or what, then I'll rather kill myself...LoLx...

Had a usual big feast at GWC hawker centre...I think our effort in jogging is wasted down the drain...Gonna gain more weight after the big feast...Fatty Fatty Fat Fat Fishball...Dolly don't wanna meet me tmr...She wana go gai gai with Mr Bun...Still ask me accompany her go...Then Im like 10000000000000000000000watts light bulb...

Arrgghh....My eyes are 3/4 closing liao...GLs was draining...Bye! Im gonna dream of my prince charming laio..Gees! =D

Boring..............................

Nothing much these few days...Lessons Lessons...Go home after school to do projects & projects & projects...Then had TLS presentation today...I know I was blabbering rubbish even though I prepared a speech...Nvm...Its over finally...The working-on-the-slides part was tough...

Saturday: Didnt go level 5 for these past few saturdays...Kinda miss all the laughter & crap...Hopefully this sat can go...Oh ya...I didn't get to meet zhen zhen for this whole week too...Kinda miss her as well...Maybe this sat got a Bali gathering...Don't know if its still on...

And Im still waiting for my sun to be free, then I can go sentosa with Doreen...But so sad...Next tue got damn OBC test...Im gonna die for sure...

Bored.............................

Boring Boring Boring...So monotonous. I want time to play & go out! Can't waste my precious sat anymore... =[

Cedric!!!!

Okay! Went out with 1FO4 to watch Harry Potter. Heh-Heh...Quite nice...Erm...Cedric Diggery is so so so so so so so H-O-T!! Ahem Ahem...Then had dinner with them at Han's. Chatted with PeiHui on the way home. Eh...PuiHui!! I think u should learn more from me. Im an excellent life example that u should'nt follow. HaHa...Don't bring more troubles to urself anymore kkz!!! Nitz! Sweet dreamz of ME!! -.-'''

Asked JiaWang to help me time my 100m dash...
Timing: 16.7s
This was my sec 1 timing.
Original timing: 14.8s
OMG!!! Timing dropped so much...
This is so HK...
Im not goin to run polympics anymore...
Oh...And I fell during the 1st attempt...
Had a really painful bruise on my right elbow...
O-U-C-H!!!
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Rashes out break again...Conclusion: Due to unhealthy stress level...Does it mean I no need to study anymore? Cos my stress is due to projects & projects & projects & projects & OBC & OBC & OBC & OBC...

Kent sms me this morning...Ask me go out...I wanted to go! But got stupid projects to complete...So gd la...Pple finished O's...Can happily throw party now..And Im here doing stupid OBC!!!! GGGRRrrrr

Meeting Dolly + Ivan + Wong for dinner tmr....Heh Heh

Went out with Geok. ChongJun joined us later, he was at his tutor’s church wedding, so he was in formal wear. Then it looked as though we were going out with a 20 yr old plus guy. Shopped at Parco, then at bugis village. Bought a top & bottom. Bumped into Geok’s bro & his gf at topshop. Borrowed the member card. 10% discount only. Chey!

Went Ikea to have dinner. Wanted to go there & see if Weesing’s working. After dinner, went to the café, to spot for ZhongRen. Saddly speaking, he’s not working there anymore. Thiam Huat was working today, so we got a free ice cream from him. Hee…Then chatted on the bench at the lift lobby. Then we saw this guy who looks super duper like Edwin. 10.20pm, usual time for Ikea bridge clean-up for Ikea…This guy was puffing away…Then Geok said it cannot be Edwin, cos he dun smoke…We walked to the bridge, saw the Edwin look-alike, so this guy is Edwin’s younger bro, Elwin…..ok…no wonder resembled so much like him…haah…Hu cares bout both of them now...

oh oh oh....Ended school like damn early today...12pm..No IAC so happy...Should throw a party to celebrate liao...The IAC lecturer looks like a sicko old pei pei...

Had lunch with Raine + Cat + Joel at SIM...Hui ge joined us after that...Viewed the Bali ppt...SO B-E-A-T-I-F-U-L! Xiang bu dao Cat's so gd at ppt..

Went town with Zhen, bought a YELLOW Gio polo...Cos I got the staff's discount coupon...Wahahahaha~

Heh-Heh...Went jogging with Dolly just now...Ahem ahem..This is how the whole route goes ok? Listen up...Boys + Gals...Tiong Bahru Park-->-->Great World-->Clark Quay-->Outram Sec Sch-->Tiong Bahru Park-->Gtreat World...How great this jog is...Took us bout 1hr 15mins to complete the whole jog..Had a big feast at the canal side hawker centre at Great World...Then we chatted for 2hrs..Heh-Heh...I felt so light after that...

OK...I end my meaningful day here......

Hell period now
It seems that everything is out of my reach
And every step I made is wrong
Why izit that I have so many friends whom I can share my burden with
But none can help me solve this problem
It just gets worse everyday
Weekdays are so packed with sch stuff
More n more projects coming up
How can I even concentrate on my studies with all these heavy loads on me
I get distracted so easily no matter how busy I am
And I don't think the problem lies with me
What can I do to make myelf feel better
I can't depend on others to give me joy
I don't wanna be like last sem
Go out everyday after sch
Reached home at 11pm
Dumping my parents aside
Speak no more than 5 sentences a day to them
As if my house is a hostel
Do whatever Im happy with
But I need someone to talk to
So that I won't feel so empty
And sometimes I really feel like crying out
But there are no tears

Whats my motivation now?

Wed, 09/11/2005

Had GLs training. It was quite fun + dirty + oily. Reached home at bout 12am. Bathed, then waited until 1.20am to watch Da Tang Shuang Long Zhuan. SO SAD!!! YTD WAS THE LAST EPISODE!!! KouZhong died! Im so sad...Shed 2 drops of tears!!! No more KouZhong.... ='[

Sch ended early. 1pm. Had lunch with classmates. Thu going out to celebrate Weng Weng's bday...LoLX...Went to jog at TBP for the useless 30mins only. So like cannot burn FATS at all...Then bumped into Adam. So embarassing...Always bumped into him after my jog, with my messy hair + sweating like pig that time...He was walking his dog there..He like no need to study for O's like that leh...How come arh? Had dinner at BK with Lilian later. So long never see her already...Fishball Miz Tomato...Talk Talk Talk, Crap Crap Crap.....Then she went to my house to watch the 9pm drama...Actually I wanted to watch the Da Tang Shuang Long Zhuan one...But nvm...I let her watch...Kuo Zhong is so damn yandao....I swear I will go HongKong some day....

Supposed to jog in the morning with Doreen today. But it was raining...So cancelled...But I went jogging in the evening..Then bumoed into Michelle + Jiawang..haha..He loooked so KuKu la...Carrying the bag & jogging...Lolx..Ok..So he was actually heading towards the gym @ Delta..haha....Watched Daredevil. Wahaha...Ben Affleck is sooooooooooooo damnnnnnnnnn charminggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Went Queensway with Zhen after guitar. Had Pat Thai for dinner. Yum Yum...Went 5th floor earlier today, cos we basically had nothing to do. No money, no shopping...After they finished their game, we walked San home. Actually I wanted to go Mac with Yang & Ben to talk. But nvm...Then I realised how fair my face have become over a short period of 1 week only. Hmm..Think I have to go tan again when I have time.

Had IS today. Hmm..It wasnt that bad. Went to watch The Exorcism of Emily Rose after that with Kent at GWC. Then bumped into Debbie & her stead + JiaWang & Pris...The 2 idiots wearing qing lu zhuang...LOLX...I think is black polo shirt...Can't see from far...Then Hao msg Kent saying they're at Wulou. But I dun wana go. Anyway, Im goin there tmr what. So doesnt matter. Then I taught him some math...Hmm..They taking Emath paper 1 on the following Mon. Think Sun goin BM Mac, if possible, hope that I can meet Min & study with her. I think I need to tell her smt...

Goooooooood Luckkkkkkkkkkkk to all my frns takin O's esp aces's peeps: Min + Mich + YiHao + KangWei + Dion...Be it retake or not...Hope u all get into ur desire JCs or Polys...=D

Went town with Zhen, Angel & Peihui. Zhen was late...So I called her. That pig still slping. Walao…Go watch midnite show somemore la. Then she complained to us that her mum was like damn furious & scolded her like crazy for reaching home at 4am. At Heeren, saw Jasmine working, then chatted with her for a while. Lolz. Surfbay is winding up soon. Huo gai arh Randy. Who ask u to ill-treat ur promoters laaaaa…ohh…Im so bad…ok..Then I went to the road-side stall outside Singtel [Raine intro one], & bought a fake la coq sportif bag…The more I see, the more fake it is…Shit la…Ltr I don’t wanna carry to sch liao…But nvm la…$12 onli..wahahaha…

Erm, then angel noticed the flowery plaster on Zhen’s calf…She tot that was a price tag, don’t know how come appear on her calf…Then we asked her she got cut meh…Then she said is a blue-black…Very ugly..So she wanna cover up, that’s why she went guardian & bought this retarded flowery plaster. Then we told her shops got sell transparent plaster ma..She say she duno…Ehh…stupid excuse la…Wana act cute then admit laaaa..

Had dinner at Ikea..The aunties still remember me..Heh-Heh…Then they told me Weesing’s goin back to work..Cos sec sch having dec holz now…So gd…Then Geok msg me, so I ask her got time we go back Ikea together & visit Weesing…Lolx..

Chatted with Zhen at Anchorpoint then go home….Reached home at 10.30pm…So early leh..Feel so weird..Cos have to prepare for sch tmr…Sian….

Actually, on the way to Queensway, Zhen told me what happened on tue…& yeps, I finally know what happened…So It was an misunderstanding…He really think too much…See la, still blame princess, later Hero beat u then u know…lolx…

-Great Day-

Meet up with Cat & Raine at SIM foodcourt. Such a pity I can't have lunch with them. Even heaven is not helping me. After school, meet Geok. She wanna go TBP & get shoes, so I accompany her go. Bump into Cat at the NP bustop. Talk to her for a while, she ask me if I can go out tmr not. But Im goin out with Angel they all tmr...So HK la...Everybody jio me go out on thu, then no one jio me out on tue. Then tue I go Peihui's house, then be a 1000000000000000000watts lightbulb. Reached TBP Mac to show her someone on friendster. Then bumped into ChongJun. Then he said his poly friends over at Long John waiting for him. The he said he got a friend yandao one. So I go over there with him, but pretend to be strangers. Then he told his friend he wanna get my no. Then ask him to approach me & tell me CJ wants my no...THe so funny la...CJ comes over then say, let me intro, this is Jialing, & this is Yulian...Lolx...His friend was like so damn paiseh la...After dinner, bumped into 4/9 peeps. Then I asked Yang why I like never see him at wulou liao. Then he was like is u never go there la...hmmm....ya...make sense...I think I dont wanna go there for a period of time 1st...Ltr kana suan siao by Hao + James again... -.-'''