Thursday, May 29, 2008

switch

i still dont know what im doin
its on/off
im flying off
will be back on 4th june
miss me my friends!
at the meantime, i will sort out my thoughts
this same feeling comes everytime im flying off

spicy fingers

1) Acc the sucker fei fei one tonne me maggots jie jie to buy her pants

2) went alps kill time

3) had SUBWAY EAT FRESH dinner with Wai Lreng and Anna

graduation ceremony tmr. miss the friends. i love poly. best i ever had. still. i <3 GLs.


im a happy gal today. hope this continues on, after im back from HK. i will pray hard...

but LORD, i will still walk the path that has been designed for me. i will obey Your words

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Hero / Heroine

I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I keep a sinister smile in a hole in my heart
You want to get inside
Then you need to get in line
But not this time

Saturday, May 24, 2008

magical lion

bumped into Wai lreng on the bus. like so so so coincidental laaa
thought the everyday trip to punggol was quirky enough
managed to buy all the stuff i need for grad ceremony
pants and SHOES.
thats the best part
got the shoes within the first hour
that must be quite a miracle
some free time here and there
went alps to rot
and i really mean rottt
till 7. actually i really didnt wanna leave
dont understand what could have happened overnight
such big changes :(
im still saddd over this :'(
might not have just fallen
but fallen deep
movie; Indiana Jones with CJ
didnt expect it to be that nice

end point: still, brew the jasmine. boil the leaves. and leave

Friday, May 23, 2008

in my place

i hate dreams
when will i ever have a good sleep
wait is over. debt is still.


last day of teaching
wanted to let loose
taboos come to me
oh yes. nothing beats them


CJ: life sucks, take drugs :)


u can cook jasmine in a pot, to become jasmine tea. drink it up and pee it off. jasmine will then be in the toliet and down the sewage system.


playground;




canteen;

overlook;

Thursday, May 22, 2008

lion roars but shall not reign over

im fallin for you. but im goin to stop it.

1) congrats hao for ur license. waiting for the spin
2) thanks linda for the gifts. i think the T&C earrings must have cost u a bomb


this week has been bad. aiya. all the blame is on maggots gal lo. hounding me like a fly for the past few weeks, repeating his name non-stop beside my ear. u sucks laaa. u make me emo laaa



i wasted the 4 months
it should have been with u


Monday, May 19, 2008

cryptology?

i need an answer
God!! speak to me in a booming voice!
hit the craze mode till uni admission
be a decent educator
i think i really hate sch work
i dont wanna go uni
serious =(((
if only the 'L' can be the 'N'

alls well
ends well

i still think they are a weird duo. despite endless grammys

oh blubber boy! happy birthday! shall visit u in school next mon. might go see hotstuff also =X

Sunday, May 18, 2008

i dont know what to do with myself

wasted my day and precious sleep at NTU
its really a waste of time
but it was funny enough talking to Jiawang
hurhur
bumped into Wayne at boonlay station when i was leaving for sentosa
i didnt know he was goin laaaa
else we could have gone there together


saw the one at sentosa rail station
this time its for real
he saw me as well
and so it happens that he was goin to fetch the lucky gal from vivo
yup. maggots gal finally saw my dream guy!
whats next when we saw the lucky gal
we're gonna keep mum bout it
but we all know shes one the luckiest gal in Singapore


no one is perfect
but he is perfect
cos he is the one
lmao!

Saturday, May 17, 2008

insomnia case #2

as the title suggest
how do i sleep when my mind is not at peace
and i need to wake up early tmr
its gonna be a long day
seriously
i didnt know this could be so tormenting and disturbing
damn shite
how am i goin to break the news
and how do i settle the other one
why is it so hard to find a platonic friendship
why am i seeing my friends sinking but yet being helpless


my past comes as a failure
the book comes as an answer
they come as a test


i have the answer to both of them
but whats my final decision


what i see in mr too-good-to-be-true is
ambition, foresight and maturity
someone whom i can follow
and not just someone whom i want to be with
but then again
who am i to deserve him


who will you listen to
you dont listen to me
you dont listen to Rashmore
why have you changed
where were you
my role model


lol. the craze over hotstuff is gone
yup
the only good thing for now

Thursday, May 15, 2008

educator day 2

todays class is much more well-behaved than yesterdays
but still quite tiring trying to tame those little devils
after thorough consideration
i have decided that
he is a no-no
impatient. possessive. overly sensitive
totally wrong frequency
next comes what
i dont know
pls. let me take a break from this

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

lalalala

went to listen a talk by this guy call Nick Vujicic
with simone dearie
its really inspiring
he's born without limbs. yes!
no arms and legs
but he did manage to cope with this disability
and live his day just like one of us
he even has a double degree in accounting and dont-know-what
check it out
http://lifewithoutlimbs.org/
i have loadsss to learn from him


and since im at YMCA
decided to drop by alps
it was so hilarious
no ice. no aircon. loads of veges. no weird purple pants
lol
and the breaded mussle was so nice!
then had a long chat with Rashmore
wow. i think he's cut out to be an entrepreneur
the cosmo was too sour :/
and unknowingly, i stayed there till 1130
when i shld be waking up at 9 the nxt day
i so so so wanna continue working there
but circumstances disallow :(


fun day teaching kids powerpoint and hans vision
thou its all the way at punggol
how enjoyable is it to mix with pri sch kids
hurhur

job training at essential brew
learned how to mix drinks
finally!


im tired...

Monday, May 12, 2008

ur oh so perfect

went school aft work
as usual..gossiped

went to find Azri half-way thru the lecture
i know im crazy
doin fucking nonsensical stuff like this

disappointmet...
melrose is closed
didnt get to see Jerome
he must have missed me loads :)


had dinner with Beifang
lovable. it was great!



if i have him
i know i wont do crazy things
if i have him
i can defeat all the monsters
if i have him
i will definately stay
cos he's so special
only he can inspire me to be a better person
for him

Sunday, May 11, 2008

say cheese

confessions?
dont know what im doin
seems like im enjoying every single moment of the wrongdoins
yes. its wrong to me.



went library to borrow photography books ytd
met ZY for dinner at central
met him twice
and on both diff days
we bumped into mama
ytd was even more amazing
it was the whole family, plus the uncles and the aunts
my gawddd...



maggots gal puked like a merlion on fri
still complained bout the lingering puking sensation ytd
hence i bought some sour plums and bring it all the way to alps
im so sweeet. hurhur
then bought tau hway and egg tarrrttts
since tdy's mothers day
hah! thats my mothers present


fat fishcake! delete it all away!!! cut away all connections!! u know u deserve better :D

Saturday, May 10, 2008

the bulb or the streets

light up the streets till u blow off?


whats life all bout
how do i live it the way i expected it to be
dont waste the time and youth away
experience it
a must-do before i die: get a tattoo
Fat fishcake! Be a happy boy! Im behind u all the way! :)