im blasting it non-stop

went estee for make over
im the first guinea pig for Na
i saw the perfect one
she gotta stand by his side
yet i can only watch from afar



ytd was great crashing maggots gal place
crap and bitch, u name it, we did it
esp me!
like what i've said
letting go of the man u love is love
his happiness is ur happiness
seeing him with the other half is graciousness
LMAO!
but its true
i dont even know why im helping so much
cracking my brain over such
but if shes happy. he'll be happy
she'd better hold him tight
give him all her heart and soul
he's too good to be hurt

muds are ultimate

Hot stuff initiate the conver on msn
muahahahahaha~
too good to be true will be eating grass for the nxt one month
maggots gal gonna have all the maggots up the brain
childish boy boohoo.
sucks to be you
im goin to shower
bathing at maggots gal house is akin to bathing in under-developed public toliet
no shower head
no heater
maggots gal is a sucker
im goin to shower


maggots gal says shes Hazri Chua

mini sd: i am virus prone! throw me away and get a new one! I've failed u, master!
me: i will try a few more times and see how it goes.
mini sd: but im not worth ur time and effort, master!
me: its okay. i know u want to serve me for as long as the sun still shines tmr.



fuck the mini sd laaaa!!!!



and



muds are hot stuff (atypical)



all along...
i love muds and mats

misery business

the one who is too good to be true
the perfect one
if everyday could be like this
it would be the most beautiful thing ever
yet im helping with the generation of birthday celebration ideas
i say shes stupid
yet im doin the same to myself
call me a fool
i thought its over
until i saw ur face
the phone. the photo.

after all, i realised only u can relive my dreams and inspire me for bigger things
is that a joke

Time check: 3.09am, 23/04. Wed

Cant sleep
Trying to be philosiphical and thinking bout theories again
Complications make u get sick of life even at a tender age of 19yrs old
It makes u wanna disengage from any decision-making stand; people u have to choose; friends that u wanna keep; responsibilities that u gotta shoulder
One wrong move. Ur marked. U gotta blemish there. Theres no eraser to it.
Make good with it by a guilt ridden lie?
But u realise that u cant pass ur conscience eventually
Ur heart aches with any false statement made
Second comes betrayal
U realise u cant trust much;
Cos they have changed;
or the unprecedented discovery and realisation of the real identity
third comes judgment;
its not constant
Ur vision is clouded
Ur hearing is deafened
Ur heart is distracted
Ur brain is in a whirlpool
at some point of time
and u gained wisdom at each milestone
but alas, when its cleared, ur summer becomes winter.
Ur thrown back to the starting point.
Do u still have the determination and stamina to carry on another round?
Bearing in mind this could be another risk
You might be walking on a circular path
Alternatively, it could be a breathtaking experience with unexpected outcome

oh pirates yes they rob i

Bob marley redemption song is stuck in my head
the bro is like so totally into this song
been playing it for as long as i can remember
damn
another song; Jamie Scott and the Town: Standing in the rain
nice song
BOYS. Childish BOYS.
stone them to death
cos they are stupid are petty
eeeww!
tmd. self-pwn.
Rawr! I dont want all these troubles!

early bird gets the worm

its 5.43 in the morning
its raining
im pinching off cookies and cakes
i cant sleep
why!!!!!
i should be enjoying my sleep since its raining
prolly i have bitched too much during work
and my brain is still in the bitching state
lalala

up the hill and down the slope

so i jogged and jogged
TCC at great world city is closed for renovation
on the way back, bumped into Hao and his cousin
dressed up to the occasion i must admit
on a wed night
what else could it be
gimmie one more chance
swear i wont screw up anything
long friendship is hard to get by

i've gotta read memorise the restaurant's menu
lest i fail the test

first time zy slept earlier than me
so weird
so bored

owe the lard his list
i got my rightful holy list
all thx to baby
i love u baby!

today is a emo day
lets start with how:

1) went everlast to see full black sneakers for work. spotted one design which is pretty nice. but out of stock for small sizes. damnit.

2) managed to get black shoes at converse thou. but design sucks.

3) went taka to look for the mirror which i have lost. the promoter said its out of stock too. and it wont be manufactured anymore. really got hit to the pit bottom. emo all the way till i reach school. this is really the worst. think i almost wanted to cry.

4) zy's chinchilla died. of some bacterial infection. silly boy. have been emoing bout it for the whole day.


thou today is a rather bad day, doreen cheered me up with some unexpected good news. yes. i wish the information is accurate.


im working tmr! lets pray hard that i'll have an easy time there. and that colleagues there will be nice and good to me :)

interview spree

went for 4 interviews:
1) coffee club
2) tcc
3) graniph
4) essential brew

yes. hardcore interviews. 4 in a row. essential brew asked me to try out next week. but i think retail still suits me the most. pray hard that graniph will call me up soon! and im a superb bullshitter. i unleashed my full bullshitting potential. the tcc interviewer was totally impressed. guess what, im amazed by myself too.

you gotta understand

1) FFC: forget bout ching meng la. think of me instead. put my face as ur phone wallpaper. then u will be happy every morning when u wake up.

2) when we are enjoying those taboos outside UOB. Then random taboo-ers will come join in the enjoyment.

but fuck. have i destroyed it?

3) whats with that rush?

4) wtf am i doin. i should be enjoying my life to the max now. peace and tranquility is already knocking on my door.

2 nutshellsss

photography/books
accidentally walked into males washroom
like ---again!
i always do all these silly stuff
Research biolabs still owes me my attachment pay
thought they had transferred over but apparently they have not
scareddd meee
thought i spent so much within 2 weeks
essential brew called me up for interview
yayness
sentosa?
sentosa...
sentosa :D

LSCT FOC 0809

Bunyip rocks my socks
Thou the name sounds so gay
Marks the end of poly life and the start of a new chapter
:(
I want to stay in poly
Miss all my pals
I suppose the next FOC isint goin to be as fun as this
And not all of us are gonna be there anymore
These 5 days are pretty easy to go thru
Thou the 1st day was so demoralising
THANKS LOR. MAKE SURE U REALLY GO STUDY SHRINKOLOGY
Love to all my pals
And i believe the high bill is worth it as well


Clouds are clearing
Sun is illumininating
Yayness! =D