a new years approaching soon


im not goin to make new year resolution like many people do


i know its not goin to work for me


but one thing i must do


mend this shattered heart


envies everywhere


envy those who could avoid facing the complexity of adulthood relationship


and happily ever after with their childhood sweethearts


the complexity of adulthood


compared to our age


more cheats, sex, lies, mixed feelings involved


20, but with a 40 year old mentality like what Kai said


say me conversative. i agree to a certain extent


could be the reason why i couldnt take the blow


and cant accept the truth


what could have silenced the innocence overnight


with realisation of the truth


purpose of companion with a hidden agenda


leading to the eventual split


and thats why i do not agree with the modern era


i think its goin to be difficult for me in the future


Sam said that things are goin to be very different years down the road


cos some got hurt by past relationships


so its not as easy as treating a gal well to win her heart


i think its not just years down the road


but even teens at this age are experiencing the same thing as well


but could be more prevalent in the future


fling


considered


i think i could have if i want to


pondered. not likely to be the path that i would be taking


cos the guilt kills


and at the end of the day, i know i would be thinking that its just wasting my life away


what deters me


time for a change


cos this is the society as such


i need to move along with time




我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都给我
然而到后来我什么都没有
当你离开的时候
我越是没有你越是心痛

If u are reading this:


Yes. Its esp for u.


Im goin thru what ur goin thru as well.


Ur not alone.


We will always have each other. I will push u from the back to walk thru this journey. And u will support me not to fall back to the same old track.


No one can defy mother nature.


And nature as it is; clouds form, wind blow, rain falls, sun shines.


For us, this thunderstrom is just a lil too long to withstand. But I know there will be sun shine eventually.


You must believe this too!

i must be mad









dig out my heart pls











and drill daughtry into my head a million times












until its flooding with that melody








sam








my consideration

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you
And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time







Your all I need








My Love







My Valentine











My only christmas wish this year.











I dont care much bout the rest

Seriously, nan de can tap on people's wireless. So must fully utilise it.



Shifted house. Got my own room. I think thats the only benefit i got? I still prefer the old location. All my memories! At bustop, at the old chess bench, at the carpark alley. Ewww...No more bak kut teh......Misses....


IAP's over. No more TAW. Thats the good thing. Bad thing? Gonna miss friends there. Gonna miss YanQing. No more being-paid-to-gossip opprotunities. No more eye candies. But its okay. At least I got 3 name cards from them. Muahaha.


Ooooooh...No more rides from Desmond during rainy days. :( Means, everythings back to normality. Sianned.....


Letter for me, he said Im goin to suffer a bit when I read it. But why. If its suppose to be a complain letter, what has it got to do with me. Scary scary....Im gonna detach myself from this....Pls....


I want visits from RB!!!! *MUACKS*