Just one person

yeah
tat is a promise
haha
u come back i confirm will celebrate with u
haha
till then stay cheerful k
haha
hope u are feeling better now
haha
cheeers man
i go slp le
haha
night

Seriously, one word, one sentence from him outwin the whole lot of comforting speech by others

Like weng said, Just *** * *** can seriously make u smile

I keep telling myself to draw the line but i cant

Someone fly to Perth and slap me aye?

Revelation

Wonder if I have a serious flaw in my character
I get people ps-ing me for housing and for modules enrolment - its okay
they are all new friends after all and prolly dont care much about me
but its strange when u get the same treatment from good friends
feeding u with all these last minute information, standing u up, etc
relationship wise, being treated like a toy - alright i resigned to that though i know better than anyone else I have put in my whole heart and soul
frienship wise, more than just my heart and soul, but every bit of me, to render any help if needed, staying up to listen to the rants, all the grievances. I've done every bit I could to make them feel better.
I dont know what more can I do to make myself a more worthy friend - a friend that can be taken seriously for
It's so disappointing and hurtful to get all these at the end of the day
I dont deserve the best, but I definitely dont deserve the worst
How much do I actually worth in people's heart
Maybe Im the one who is fucked up, not anyone else

Fields of gold

My interpretation

it’s about courtship, some mistakes along the way, forgiveness, marriage, growing old

It was during summer, when the west wind was blowing. It was the time where they met – in the barley fields. Whenever the west wind blows, she will be reminded of him. They’ve had their share of joy during that summer. She longed for him to stay in the fields and spend the rest of their life together. He’s disappointed her in the past, but is determined to be with her for the rest of his life. Many years later, they had kids and were leading a tranquil and peaceful life in the barley fields where they first met. This happiness so real that even heaven is jealous of this ordinary pair of beings.