Simply love IAP.
Dont want it to end.
Dont wanna go back to school.
Dont wanna get stressed up by modules and FYP.
Dont wanna get upset by people.
The latter is worse.
I wanna get over it soon.
Wiped away my smile for one whole year.
Im not goin to let it defeat me anymore.


I just want this 2 months to fly past as quickly as possible.
Want to visit Orca.
Want to talk to Prince Kent.
Want to know Yam all over again.


Pls, let poly be over soon. My days of joy are long gone.

It was a conversation with hidden meaning during dinner. After meal, it was the official interrogation. Of which, shes always saying the exact same things over and over again. Want me to bear grudges and not utter a word to him in the future? Looks like shes the one who pasted this paper on my wardrobe saying: to forgive means not to bear a grudge. for it is harmful to all. Do what we can to teach a lesson. After that, let it go. Uh huh. Looks like someone is not practising what she preaches ya. Isint that what Im trying to do? I've taught that lesson, and im now trying to forgive and let go. And here she is telling me to hate him...What? So u want me to bear a grudge and not let go? Contradicting nonsense.


Next on, will be things like: go for a better guy. Ya. I know who is she refering to. But she will definately the biggest shock of her life if she knows whats happening right now. Then there will be more interrogation coming up. Or things like: so is that the reason why u're talking to him now?


why cant she see that im trying to make an effort and be a sweety pie, going home most of the days after work, stay clear of the 2 taboos. Its been ages since i touched those. Whatsmore, going home early even if im out on weekends. why cant she see those?


Plus, kay poh neighbours trying to make things worse by saying: oh! shes a gal! she should be home even before the sky darkens. Latest by 8pm! Pls, mind ur own business. Worst thing is, shes agreeable on that. Thing is, i can foresee my life would be much stricter after we shift. why? cos of those fat and broad pillars at the void deck. super nice for baddies to hide behind and pounce on u. I appreciate that. but pls, theres a better solution to it.

Finally finally. Emailed Ms DeSilva. Dont want that to be my greatest regret in life. Hope she would have forgotten bout that matter long time ago. 4 years. Should be long enough. Yearn for her reply soon. :(

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.


Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running.
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you.
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years.
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.




Yes! I can sing it with pride to u one day! Just wait and see!
A few more months to graduation and Im over.
Im counting down, 3 more months...
Then here comes my new chapter.

Was rummaging my things trying to look for the attendance sheet, when I stumble upon the list of pros and cons done by me back then in yr 2. I believe it should sound familiar to Manda, Simone and Weng. This whole list that we complied regarding Person B when we were having fish lecture. I could still remember clearly.

But all the facts written in that sheet has become fiction. We all know. Crystal clear.


Was reading “Tuesdays with Morrie” just a while ago. Sets my mind thinking. So I decided to pen down some thoughts.





















Hmm..Well, I think I used to be a risk-taker. I always believed that I might gain more and more surprises awaiting for me to be discovered when I take risk. So I took them. But now, I prefer staying in the safety zone. Im really afraid that another risk might push me nearer to the line.





There are some people who said that life is too short to contemplate so much bout the future. So why not just live your day like theres no tmr, and live for the moment. I think it doesnt make much sense. If this is taken for real, who would be at eork or school the next day? Think bout it, how many people would say that they will want to spend more time at their cubicles if they were allowed to turn back time at their deathbeds?




We should all do our best while we are still kicking alive, and in the pink of health. After all, the value of a person lies in how much he can give, and not what he is capable of receiving. Anyone can receive, but not everyone can give. Its something all should learn.




I will be giving my all for now. In some aspects. Even if I know I wont be getting anything in return. I don’t wanna let this be the regret in my life.