It was a conversation with hidden meaning during dinner. After meal, it was the official interrogation. Of which, shes always saying the exact same things over and over again. Want me to bear grudges and not utter a word to him in the future? Looks like shes the one who pasted this paper on my wardrobe saying: to forgive means not to bear a grudge. for it is harmful to all. Do what we can to teach a lesson. After that, let it go. Uh huh. Looks like someone is not practising what she preaches ya. Isint that what Im trying to do? I've taught that lesson, and im now trying to forgive and let go. And here she is telling me to hate him...What? So u want me to bear a grudge and not let go? Contradicting nonsense.


Next on, will be things like: go for a better guy. Ya. I know who is she refering to. But she will definately the biggest shock of her life if she knows whats happening right now. Then there will be more interrogation coming up. Or things like: so is that the reason why u're talking to him now?


why cant she see that im trying to make an effort and be a sweety pie, going home most of the days after work, stay clear of the 2 taboos. Its been ages since i touched those. Whatsmore, going home early even if im out on weekends. why cant she see those?


Plus, kay poh neighbours trying to make things worse by saying: oh! shes a gal! she should be home even before the sky darkens. Latest by 8pm! Pls, mind ur own business. Worst thing is, shes agreeable on that. Thing is, i can foresee my life would be much stricter after we shift. why? cos of those fat and broad pillars at the void deck. super nice for baddies to hide behind and pounce on u. I appreciate that. but pls, theres a better solution to it.