Smt's bound to happen everytime at their chalet...But this time was a much minor case...Maybe cos I wasnt there and didnt witness everything. Actually I dont understand why cant they just let it go, and block their mind off..Its not like there's gonna be smt fruitful at the end of the day...And she knows it herself too...I didnt go back today to see that solemn look on everyone's face today...But then again, things aint the same anymore..Thats life...

exams coming! NIGHTMARE! omg..I really hate memorizing stuff..bcos, seriously, I just cant!

But anyway, i have tons of programmes lining up next after next....And hope that I can have A LOT of time to meet up with the people that i MISSSSSSSSSSSS

my LOVED ones that I cant live without:

Pineapple
Cloud
Apple
Kite
Pig
Bee

I MISS u like crazy!!!

I think that time really flies...Im 18 now, but somehow, I feel that Im too young for my age..In the sense that I havent really experience much and understand bout life and I dont think like a 18 yrs old teenage...Maybe this 18 yrs are wasted...I feel that I havent done much...But I dont even know what I havent do...I just feel that my life is not enriched enough...

Sometimes I think that goin out with people, studying and doing ur usual chores are a total waste of time...But thats what I always do..Even until now...

2 yrs back, when i just completed my O's, I told myself that I wanna go interact with the kids at orphange at least once a week, go to the library and read, learn to be more independant and learn to take care of people around me, etc..But I didnt even do any one of the above...

All I do everyday is work and work, go out, spend hrs and hrs at cafes gossiping and bitching ard....

And thats how I wasted my precious vacation after O's...

I hope the same thing wont happen during this sept holz...