fuck it. u slimeball
todays a happy day
cos i ranted out
and i overcame taboo #2
how can i complain to him
when happenings of keanu reeves are published in JL times
makes me wonder






schools over like real soon
thougth of travelling perks me up
HK trip with NUTS
Msia with Yihao
Grad trip with Gels
Paris with CJ
lols
Im desperate for diving
can i go christmas island next oct
i wanna see CRABS
its so niceee
and my wetsuites becoming fossil

actually it means a lot to me. as much as it means to u.
know it sounds crazy.
but if it wasnt for the necklace, i wouldnt have done so well for my end-of-year exams during year 2.
i owe it to him as well.
so why would i do anything to harm it.
u know this is madness.




but disappointment aside, there is still hope.






its not all that depressing to know that guai and family-orientated guys are still alive out there.
hahas.
deeply appreciate the snow from China
Thou its become water now.
i still need a lot of time to discover more.
i really need to be a guai gal.

NTU open house is useless
waste my time only
bump into lilian at shaw
good thing her exams start early
COOS was okay
i hope the prayer works well
thou its not with me
admit i was utterly disappointed
but all thanks to my beloved ms pineapple for her time and love :D
bump into ivan on the bus
he said that i have changed a lot
from chilli padi to capsicum.
hahas. of cos.
im so proud of myself.
but i needa work hard on my temper and tolerance lvl.
try harder Jialing!

i need to be blessed
i prayed so hard
i hope this works
i tried my best already
but im so alone
theres nothing much i can do anymore
i hope You know this
and create miracles for me
i am still waiting for the sign

who doenst harbour hopes for the future
only anticipate the worse to come
theres no soul to a person like that
at least i see an improvement in me
i do not blame anyone else for whats happening
i choose my own path, i made my decision
i am only answering for my own doings
i hope so much to be able to walk on the path and look up in the sky, admiring the dancing clouds, chirping birds and brimming sun.
i cant help it, but to look down on the path, avoid all the stones and be careful with every step i take.
i attempted to open these windows again.
but was horribly denied.
my joy and self-confidence was robbed away further
i dont know how much i have left with now.
i do not mean to be so pessimistic
i was optimistic for at least 4 full months in my life.
but it appears to be a hoax
and i was taught by experience not to expect anything
experience is the best school
i've learnt
i wish to deny this lesson
but i cant
i dont wanna fall again
2 minors and 2 majors
i want it to be the end
i cant afford another lesson




he's right
this stupidity level of mine
is comparable to sec sch kids

ivan upset me
but kai consoled me
and CJ cheered me up


im a happy gal :)

Nostalgic
Good old times
Nice duck dinner with Ms Pineapple, Bin and Hao
I want more dinners like that pls
plus one with fat fishcake :)







Things that I want to bout Sec Sch life:


join NPCC as well
avoid that conflict with Jessie
avoid that young + stupid incident
love all my classmates a lil more
dont make coach so angry all the time :(
talk more to XuanHui gang



Things that are lovable in Sec Sch life:


all those classmates
Ms DeSilva
3weeks detention
clean classrooms till 6pm
punishments for being late for school with Jessie
heart-thumping spot checks
those times at Na's house
Yam <3
gossping and bitching all the time
laugh at teachers
teacher's day





Now i should cherish poly life
Thou its a lil too late
and i could have make some changes if i had known earlier
but no major regrets
my only wish is too keep all those lovable friends
every single one of them







Surely it doesnt feel good to know
things are falling apart right in ur hands
just wanna grasp on

Congrats to Ms Pineapple for finding her faith

Sunday was marvellous

Great breakfast at Ya Kun Toast

Wondeful BS with Mandeeear

Suddenly felt so guilty towards my beloved Ms Pineapple

What joyous occasion indeed

The hardest thing to do

is to say sorry to ur closest ones

like family

Why is it stuck in my throat

Its neither the ego nor the pride

I dont know what it is

True
Ryan Cabrera

Felt so attached to it
Last July
All my life I've waited
But realised its not what I want
Lol
i still believe that true love exists
but not for me


I wont walk out on you.
Nice words. Smart move
to trigger me to walk out
and regained that greedom
NCC->NCC->NCC->?
think im just cursed by NCC guys

God helps those who help themselves
Im helping myself, all along
Already pushing myself to the limit
Done all I could
Always torn and tattered from the psychological battle everyday
If there is ever a God
I pray that He will bring salvation to me

First day of sch!


Been pretty well. IL-1 has been good. Thou bad results obtained. But I luv Lau Quek Choon. Such a friendly guy!


But thanks.


He never fail to tear my heart.


Buck up Lee Jialing! 2 more months! Its really short!!!! Be strong for now, u cant falter! Not ater so looooooooooooooooooooooooooooong!! Jiayou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lovely Havelock Rd Estate:

*Bus-stop*

Favourite spot.

Simply felt so treasured when Kent rushed

down from Chinatown to talk me round.

*Outside the herbs store*

Kent passed me those 12 letters before I left

for Bali.

Usual bench with Neo.

Emo talks with Kai.

Cried my heart out.

Where Kent was told bout the whole story.

*Lower Delta Playground*

Aces Mooncake Festival

2007 officially over

May 2008 be filled with hope

No more heartaches

No more cheats

May all family and friends be in the pink of health