muttons live

moving down the red lane
with the night breeze brushing against my face
embracing the whole world when its at peace
this is how it should be - everyday
for the first time after so long
im jogging with a smile back on my face

singularity, come to mummy!
what leads on will be chains of gossips and false testimonies
but who caresss
fuck u all naysayers upside down!
im happy like a bird being myself now
yayness!

somewhere over the rainbow

it was a lifted day due to the gift after light showers here in pulau nanyang
almost wanted to give up on my revision when jay called me up to look at the rainbow from my window
it was really really nice
fat, thick, obvious and HUGGEEEE
looks like "jiu chen gao" like what he said
tried taking photos from his window but my phonie is too lousy to take flattering photos of this rare scene
friends if u want to take a look at the fat rainbow pls visit my facebook
there is a video tagged by apple ng keng ee
enjoy!

my fellow blk 17 personel

how do u categorise him
friend or smt else
theres smt different bout the way he pats me on the head



friends, theres no worry bout me
im pretty fine except for the frequent ranting nowadays
i hope i can settle this fast
and put the thoughts properly into tactful but effective words

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Well its 0046 right now. Forth day.

I was just getting tucked into my bed, when a string of thoughts just came to my mind

Flashbacks of what happened throughout the four months and more

I guess i finally understood why u just refused to promise me not to smoke again

U know its never possible

U didn’t want to make another unfulfilled promise

Cos ur aware of the number of empty promises u made in the first place

But things that left the most impression on

Was the argument and tears that surface too serious too soon

After the broke up, u once called me on a Sunday morning, while listening to unbelievable

How u lost so much weight after the break up

How u tried so hard to tell me there won’t be a next time but i simply refused to believe

How i brought up the case of my friend and insisted that u weren’t being faithful

All the while i tried to convince myself that u didnt love me

But i do love it when u said i love u

And how u said i'll eat u up

And how u said im not fat when i keep insisting im fat (which i still think even till now)

And how u understand me so well

And i finally understood that u really loved me

But it was only until recently when things became so clear

Seems like the clouds have cleared finally

I just wanna say im sorry for the part that im wrong.

But our time has stopped.

Period.

mountain supper

its too late baby theres no turning around
its only 3rd day
but im dreading it like ive been in this for 23498723 days
i guess
really its due to haaaaaaaall pressurrrrre
oh well fucking bitch
look at what uve done to urself

hello your new found identity

dude, ur halfway thru.

u shouldnt look back anymore

ur plural, take it

extraordinary

its only time when miracle must happen
let jordon wake up





while im talking to jay
i kept thinking
why i dont wanna let him know - so much
i cant be wrong bout this




call me a bitch!
i will feel better
i cant do this to fatty twice!
no one is ntu hall 1 can know my blog add!

great escape to cambodia

what kiats goin thru now is what i will be experiencing - soon enough
just that he doesnt know what happened
his jaw will sink to the lowest level of basement if he does
maybe cheryls respond isint that exaggerated after all
i might see smt worse??


so who killed me

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well i injured my shoulder during the swim
it was quite bad
i struggled like a dog midway in the pool
and it still hurts now
idk how u call that but i didnt dislocate my arm
its smt less major than that
but the joints are not in place
i gotta twirl and fix it back in the pool myself
celebrated maggots gal big big day at blu jaz
sympathetic cant talk the whole day
and i couldnt enjoy sinful delicacy
went alps for the rest of the night
yupp Leo was there
but he doesnt work there anymore
i wonder why hes coming back to me all of a sudden
but whos goin to give a damn?
tough luck sweetie
i cant swim tmr even if i want
im over the moon stars and sun cos theres no non-beneficial lab session tmr and i can sleeeeepalliwant after the godknowswhat timing for a m.bio lectureee

no doubt script

i realize i couldnt slp anymore aft jon n kiat called me consecutively
eventually i settled fish porride on my own
my splitting headache just wouldnt get better
its hard for me to train under such conditions
whats more - my competition is 2 days away!
tough luck baby
i hate lab sessions where we learn zero stuff
and overloaded lectures
NTU is pure dirt
and how i wish i could put fright night recee on v day
how'd I get so faithful to my freedom

mute nude

people have to understand it feels horrible not to be able to talk
i cant gossip, cant bitch ard, cant defend myself when pple shoot me,
cant ask questions during tutorial


ponzi should
get shot and die!



yes u are one
may all the karma uve built all these years
crumble down on u!



to make the world a much better place




god bless me swim like a fish on sat!
i want 46s!