Yucky-Day

Today's a damn unlucky day. Initially, I thought today started off really well, coz I got onto the same bus as my new crush[Just working upstairs]. But he actually alighted one bus stop earlier, & was walking the opposite direction of Heeren, which is toward Far East.

Then, at bout 2.30pm, I went upstairs to buy a bottle of mineral water from the wanton stall. Walked past his shop, saw him having his lunch, & just opposite him, sits a gal[Oso duno hu, nv see b4 wan].

Later on, I went upstairs again, with my friend this time[Coz she said she wanna take a look@ him]. This time round, his shop is closed[& God noes for what reason]. I never felt depressed until I saw him decorating the neoprint on the screen with that same gal who was having lunch with him just now. & it's lyk they close the shop just to take a stupid neoprint.

I dragged my feet back to my shop after the dampening scene, & announced immediate depression to my friends.

Half an hour later, the f**king boss's mother came to our shop & complained about the f**kin inferior quality of that stupid blouse her friend bought a few days ago. That f**king bitch! Complain to me about this kinda retard thing, as if I'm the one who's selecting the kind of fabric for manufacturing that piece of damn blouse. Then give me that CB kind of attitude as if I killed her son just yesterday...

***Addicted***

I heard you're doing okay...

But I want you to know...

I'm a dick...

I'm addicted to you...

I can't pretend I don't care...

When you don't think about me...

Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy but you left anyway...

I'm trying to forget that...

I'm addicted to you...

But I want it and I need it...

I'm addicted to you...

Now it's over...

Can't forget what you said...

And I never wanna do this again...

Heartbreaker...

Heartbreaker...

Heartbreaker...

Since the day I met you...

And after all we've been through...

I'm still a dick...

I'm addicted to you...

I think you know that it's true...

I'd run a thousand miles to get you...

Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy...

I did all that I could...

Just to keep you...

But you left anyway...

I'm trying to forget that...

I'm addicted to you...

But I want it and I need it...

I'm addicted to you...

Now it's over...

Can't forget what you said...

And I never wanna do this again...

Heartbreaker...

Heartbreaker...

How long will I be waiting?

Until the end of time...

I don't know why...

I'm still waiting...

I can't make you mine...

I'm trying to forget that...

I'm addicted to you...

But I want it and I need it...

I'm addicted to you...

Now it's over...

Can't forget what you said...

And I never wanna do this again...

Heartbreaker...

Heartbreaker...

I'm addicted to you...

Heartbreaker...

I'm addicted to you...

Heartbreaker...

I'm addicted to you...

Heartbreaker...

I'm addicted to you...

Heartbreaker...

-Simple Plan-

W-e-i-r-d-o D-a-y

Went Heeren today, main purpose is to shop for new clothes. Another reason is to visit my friend[Haha...lyk real!]. Whatever it is, I bumped into a lot of weirdos tiz evening. First, I went to introxique, then to the very jap & pinky shop just opposite, but bought nothing.

After which, I went to the boutique opposite the tattoo shop. Thats when I met the strange but cute sales assistant who is bout 10+ going 20[ judging from his appearance, which is rather youthful], & he resembles Zhang Shu Wei, a member from Energy. Haha, he's so damn charming. I wanted to try a skirt, & ask for a M size. Then, he told me its measured by waistline, which is 28. So, I told him I wanna try first to see if it fits. But he was sort of hesitating if he should let me try[erm...]. But I still tried it finally, & it was veri small, cos the skirt is straight cut, & my butt couldn't fit in[walao! no excuse to buy, so I can look at him a few more seconds]. So I told him, ' the skirt is not ok, thx." & walked off.

Later on, I flew to Mad Factory & bought a black plunging necklace. I was so fascinated by all the cross & skull stuffs that I couldn't force myself to leave that shop.

After that, I went to 77th street &, yet, bought another cross necklace[again...]. My friend saw a 3 dimensional one & said its much nicer than the one I bought. But I thought it resembles a bling!

We walked past FourSkin & decided to look around. That's when a white shirt with black brimming caught my eye. I tried it on & was satisfied with its cutting... So I bought it. The shop assistant is another weirdo. He gave me a price tag which is meant to be a voucher & said to me,' Yours." I was like,' Whats that?' Then, me friend whisper to my ear,"Since he gave it to you, then juz take it la! But he's really strange. I thought he should say, " For you."" I totally agree with her.

I end my day going Flesh Imp & purchased a black shirt. & then to Centerpoint, where I bought a Turkish bracelet, believed to be a good luck charm.

Actually, I did something meaningful today. I helped my poor friend out for 45min[free labour]. Reason? Cos that retarded gayish boss put her alone to tend the whole damn shop on a Saturday evening. & our shop consists of 2 units, so it's area is much bigger as compared to other shops. But that petty + stingy boss did that to save that lil amount of salary. So, she was like so busy. & that's when I came to the rescue....

Happy Ending

Watched tiz episode of OC. Missed the last 2 episodes. Quite like the ending, everyone found thier partners, but I still prefer Seth & Summer being together. Dey just make the perfect couple. It'll be great if everyone in real life could be that happy as well.

Watching One Tree Hill now. Not a very big fan of that show. I just watch it cos I don't feel like goin to bed so early. It's actually my 1st time watching it. Doesn't seem really enticing. & I can't understand why people can actually agree that Chad Michael Murray is charming. Don't Think so at all.

Speaking of which, I think I'm goin to watch The House Of Wax. The preview's quite scary. Think Im gonna scream like hell in the cinema....& the interesting part in that Paris Hilton's gonna act in it as well. HAHA! Can't imagine how's the whole movie goin to turn out like.

& recently, learn from an article that Nick Carter is actually guilty of causing Paris's bruises. His brother blurted that out. So, it may be a fact. So disappointed in him, cos I used to like him so much.

Great! I bought the Honey vcd today, right after my dinner. Jessica Albe is so gorgeous. Luv her. Oh ya! She got a new movie called Sin City. Erm...watched the thriller. Doesn't seem exciting.

& just a couple of days ago, I watched Samara wit Doreen. It just sux totally! The fear factor level of that movie is zero. Never watched such unscary horror movie before. It's even worse than the Japanese version of The Ring. YUCKS!!!

Anyway, here's Nick Carter 1st hit from his debut solo album, Now Or Never


***Help Me***

I wish I could define...
All the thoughts that cross my mind...
They seem too big for me to choose...
I don't know which one's to lose...
When I've fallen down so far...
I think I'll never feel your light...
Bouncing off me and...

Help me...
Figure out the difference...
Between right and wrong...
Weak and strong...
Day and night...
Where I belong...
Help me...
Make the right decisions...
Know which way to turn...
Lessons to learn...
And just what my purpose is here...

It's like I got the signals crossed...
With messages I can't decode...
Half asleep, never wide awake ya know...
Complete overload...
I got so much information here...
And nothing I can really grasp...
I should know the truth...
But I'm too afraid so I have to ask...

Help me (help me)...
Figure out the difference...
Between right and wrong...
Weak and strong...
Day and night...
Where I belong...
Help me (help me)...
Make the right decisions...
Know which way to turn...
Lessons to learn...
And just what my purpose is here...

Wanna know you more than anything...
I need you...
In my every dream you're there for me...
You love me...
For who I am...
No angel...
Just an ordinary man...

Help me figure out...
Why I'm stuck in the middle...
Tryin to understand...
Why I can't...
Why does such a riddle...
Got my eyes crossed...
Thinkin so hard...
And I know I'm missin the mark...
Can you help me sort out...
All this information...
I'm just rackin my brain...
Payin attention...
But I'm still lost...
And at all costs...
I I gotta know (I GOTTA KNOW!! KNOW!!)

Nut-Case

Hey...Hey....Deres this very cute malay guy[ at least i tink so] workin just opposite my shop. I showed him to my friends & dey told me he resembles Taufik...Erm???? He does a lil' bit. But Im not a veri keen Taufik fan. [ Neither a Sly] fan. None of the singapore idol finalists appeals to me...haha...nvm...BUT, unfortunately, dere seems to have some kinda conflict between their boss & staff & our promoters. So I do not even dare to step into their shop until now. Adding to that, I'm quitting soon. By the end of this month. So, I guess I won't be able to see him anytime soon.

I also noticed a few hunks at my new school. Ngee ann poly. haha. Not bad. at least its got more hunks than my sec sch.

Been listening to Ashlee Simpson, Autobiography for quite a while. I pretty love it. Quite a good album. Very inspirational & personal. All lyrics written by her. Love track 5 + 6 + 9+ 11 + 12. Tink she's way better than her beautiful & classy sis. Wish her all the best between her & Ryan Cabrera.

***Love Makes The World Go Round***

Here, here i am again...

And im starin at these same four walls, alone again...

And now, all the colors blend...

And im growing numb and I've become this empty page...

Hold on, its tragic...

Stumbling through all this static...

I just wanna talk to you...

And my broken heart just has no use..

And I, I guess promises are betterleft unsaid, yeah...

Everytime you try to tell me...

You say the words that im the only...

But I'm the one who's crawling on the ground...

When you say love makes the world go 'round...

My love, look at what you've done to me...

For someone who has felt so strong...

It's amazing I'm completely gone...

Hold on, its tragic...

Stumbling through all this static...

I just wanna talk to you...

And my broken heart just has no use...

And I, I guess promises are betterleft unsaid, yeah...

Everytime you try to tell me...

You say the words that im the only...

But I'm the one who's crawling on the ground,

When you say love makes the world go 'round...

It's not the love you give me...

I'd rather be alone, believe me...

It's not the way you 'posed to treat me...

I'd rather walk away...

I just wanna talk to you...

And my broken heart just has no use...

And I, I guess promises are betterleft unsaid, yeah...

Everytime you try to tell me...

You say the words that im the only...

But I'm the one who's crawling on the ground,

When you say love makes the world go 'round, yeah...

You say love makes the world go 'round...

Everytime you try to tell me...

I dont care you're not the only...

Dont you know I'm coming back around...

Cuz I say love makes the world go 'round, yeah.

-Ashlee Simpson-