a new years approaching soon


im not goin to make new year resolution like many people do


i know its not goin to work for me


but one thing i must do


mend this shattered heart


envies everywhere


envy those who could avoid facing the complexity of adulthood relationship


and happily ever after with their childhood sweethearts


the complexity of adulthood


compared to our age


more cheats, sex, lies, mixed feelings involved


20, but with a 40 year old mentality like what Kai said


say me conversative. i agree to a certain extent


could be the reason why i couldnt take the blow


and cant accept the truth


what could have silenced the innocence overnight


with realisation of the truth


purpose of companion with a hidden agenda


leading to the eventual split


and thats why i do not agree with the modern era


i think its goin to be difficult for me in the future


Sam said that things are goin to be very different years down the road


cos some got hurt by past relationships


so its not as easy as treating a gal well to win her heart


i think its not just years down the road


but even teens at this age are experiencing the same thing as well


but could be more prevalent in the future


fling


considered


i think i could have if i want to


pondered. not likely to be the path that i would be taking


cos the guilt kills


and at the end of the day, i know i would be thinking that its just wasting my life away


what deters me


time for a change


cos this is the society as such


i need to move along with time




我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都给我
然而到后来我什么都没有
当你离开的时候
我越是没有你越是心痛