Goin off to Phuket In a few hours time. Will only be back by Sunday night. Finally, diving comes. Have been waiting for this day for my entire life. Should be a good time for me to unwind, and forget bout all my worries.


But useless? Cos it'll all come back to me soon after I reach Spore. Like when I went Bali that time.


Recently, bro said that I should have 'the HaoHong spirit'. But like how? Its so not me. I think I sux. Dont have a heart of gold.


Actually I dont know why Im feeling so depressed all of a sudden. Like dont feel like goin Phuket anymore. Yes. I have a lot of things goin thru my mind. But it shouln't be like that. Cos Im suppose to be happy, since I can finally go dive.


Stupid me. Stupid Geok. Stupid kind gals.